Indifferent

It's been awhile since I've blogged, and I honestly can't say why. Life is busy like it always is, and March around here has always been extra hectic. Mariah and I celebrated our birthdays, and soon Jon will celebrate his. My sister was here to help me celebrate, but the rest of my family wasn't for drama reasons. I had a wonderful surprise and had my best friend fly in from Cali to visit me for a few weeks over my birthday as well. It was awesome and I didn't want her to go back. I'm sad though cause on my birthday my Mom decided to pitch another 5year old fit, and pushed me to my bullshit limit. The results of that day are still felt now cause we aren't speaking. The whole situation that I was desperately trying to avoid, she just couldn't accept a few things and that caused a falling out between the two of us. 

So as a result of my friend leaving and my mom and I not speaking I'm been a little down in the dumps lately. I wish I could help her understand that I wasn't trying to fight with her, and I've told her this she just won't see to reason and there is nothing I can do about that. So I guess the only thing I can do is move on. 

On a brighter note we have our first family vacation of the year planned for the last week in June. I can't wait this place we are going to looks amazing. The best part? There won't be anyone there but my immediate family, so little to no drama. I'm sad my mom and I aren't talking but I sure am glad for the lack of stress and drama that now is my life. I guess there are two sides to every coin. 

I just have to do what is best for me and move on. I know there are a few bad habits I've picked back up. Slacking going to the gym, not logging what I'm eating, and drinking more causing me to gain back a little weight. Not a ton of weight mind you, but enough to where I want to get it back off for the warm awesome summer months that are headed our way hopefully very soon. 

I guess that is all for now, just needed to clean out my head a little. 

Hope everyone enjoys today, Happy hump day :).